Lame

Gah! I'm so lame! Why do I persist in doing things that make me even more upset at myself! God! I really want to bitch to someone right now. But I dont think that'll happen

What?

It strange, right now I have no love, no learning and I'm not busy. It's so strange, I was talking about love with some friends of mine (girls) and I just feel..... Gah! I dunno. Its just getting really weird I really want to fall in love, but I also want to be alone, but I dont know what I want more. Hmm.... Why is life so complicated?

Lonely

I've got a lot of friends that love me right now, but I'm just lonely and sad. I'm really missing those three. They've all moved on and yet my mind is stuck. I want a girl to love right now.