Resolution

Well, I have resolved the question that has been left unanswered for over a year. I don't really know what to say... It was good to talk to her again get to understand each other and what we were feeling. Things are definitely looking up. I don't know if I said this before, but I believe that when you are at the bottom of a hole you can only look up. I am at the bottom, and I am looking up.

Thank you Lord for that small comfort.

Now for the matter of me being a fence sitter, people say that I am far too passive for my own good, I really disagree. I don't know what to say, its hard to know.

Thanks for reading to all those who read.

single

Yes, I am single again. It's sad but it needed to happen. We both need some time to grow up.

I don't know what I'm going to do anymore, I have somewhat of a plan. I hope I follow through.

I am still in love. And I don't think I will ever get that back, I really feel like that boat sunk a long time ago. I need some time to figure things out. I hope there still is hope.